One of my sons and grandsons at sunrise

Barbara: I have a full week, class planning, and varied out-of-state guests here over 10 days, son, grandson, niece…and more. With Aaron’s blessings, I have decided to share this transcript, which I find very powerful, in 2 or 3 parts rather than I (as Barbara) writing something new. I hope you’ll also enjoy it. I’ll return as Barbara with journal next week.

from a, private session April 2026

Aaron: My blessings and to love to you. I am Aaron. It’s good to see you. I’m laughing at the Zoom captions. Instead of saying, “I am Aaron,” it said, “I am married.” I suppose I am married to Mother Earth and raising consciousness. It is a demanding spouse, asking much constant attention.

I’ve never talked about what I’m going to speak about today, but with the way the world is right now, this talk has gone from “sometime in the future” to now and essential. The world is literally at that tipping point and moving into a higher consciousness. So many of you are asking, “Who am I and why am I here? What am I supposed to do now in this crazy world?”

Before I address your personal questions, I will share a larger background that touches the experience of many. I can only say it as, “In the time before time, long ago and far away…” There are so many aspects of the universe, so many different types of life, so many different levels of polarity. We cannot say what the first point is of awakening consciousness in the… not just universe but the multiverse. We’re talking here about the many universes. How did life come into those universes and in all its variation?

I’m not going to go back that far in history; only to point out that there are these multiverses—not just one multiverse, numerous multiverses, all with universes. Let’s call it the megaverse that holds the multiverses.

Sentience has appeared within the multiverse in so many different forms. A speck of dust or a small seed can have sentience.

Let’s differentiate between sentience, which I would call consciousness, and awareness. Within consciousness, there are both, the self that is conscious and the world that is object of consciousness, whether it’s microscopic or huge. Object and observer! They are part of each other; no separation! But mundane consciousness perceives only one or the other at a time.

Sentience, or consciousness, (there is a subtle difference in the words, which I will not describe here) perceives in a dualistic way.

Awareness becomes increasingly aware of what seems to be an artificial or created distinction between self and other, in whatever form that “other” may be appearing—as a mote of dust, as a butterfly or a single-leafed plant, a tiger, and transcends that duality. There must be a willingness to move into nondual awareness and shift identification to the nondual.

How does that intention come? What supports it? This is, in my mind, in my simple terms, what I call readiness for emergence from “The Garden” and into maturity.

Within the Garden, there could be no free will because there was no sense of self and other. There was sentience, aware that cold or heat might come, comfort or discomfort, but yet no sense of a self that was experiencing those. There was no tension, no decisions, no choice.

Then one moved on, entering the flow that would eventually bring it back home, but home as knowing the true Self.

Nothing can expand in its energy and intentions without free will. What would there be to have that free will? The first free will choice that was made was to come into awareness in order to have free will, to express free will.

If there is negativity and positivity, intention of the harm to others, intention only of service to self, or deeply of service to all beings, then who decides that, if there is no free will?

So, at some level, first there’s consciousness that sees these different forces but doesn’t have any idea that it can impact these forces.

And then there is free will. “I choose to know. I choose to have power. I choose to enact that power in what I see around me,” whether it’s a mote of dust that chooses to land on something or not to land, or an animal that chooses to feed off another animal or not to feed off another animal, or a human that chooses service to all beings versus service to self.

And then there are the eons of deepening wherein one understands what it means to be of service to self, versus service to all beings, what that commitment means.

All of this growth happens throughout the multiverse and within your universe to beings of different sorts.

So, can I say “In the beginning”? Although, there was no clear beginning, but long ago, slowly this shift came from sentience into growing awareness, into growing self-awareness and the power of the self to make choices that are more only in service to self or more deeply in service to all. This is an essential stage of evolution. No self; seeming separated self; and through, back to no self but as awake nondual awareness!

I could speak for hours on this, and this is not the place. Perhaps we’ll have a workshop on this in summer or fall. I think the time has come to share I more deeply.

For those who were within your universe, there came to be a gathering of the Brothers and Sisters of Light, of which I am one, of which the Mother is one, of which Ariel at his lower vibration, is a very lofty one. And those Guardian Angels, Ariel, Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, came together to commit their energy to what was originally just rock and dust. To ground their love and light into this orb and co-create a planet that would be anchored in high vibration. They were among the Ancient Ones of the Brothers and Sisters of Light, and they gave forth that intention.

Through all the geological means and so forth, the Earth grew into what it is. They didn’t zap it and say, “Let’s put water here.” Your science describes how the Earth evolved.

The Brothers and Sisters of Light’s work was to ground high vibrational energy into what evolved, including those very first plants, and then animals, and then humans.

So we have the Ancient Ones: some of them came here from other universes, some expressing from the beginning here.

The call went out to the Old Ones: Which of you would be willing to move into this newly forming realm called Earth and help to support it as a high vibrational plant or as mineral? This gathering of Old Ones, they came from all corners of the multiverse. This universe was just coming into being and there needed to be something to ground this universe.

And Old Ones from the multiverse came. Because there is free will, some of these Old Ones were negatively polarized, some neutral, some positive. Very few neutral; they were mostly negative or positive. They saw this new planetary system as a place to sow their seeds, so to speak, to plant negative or positive polarity. They came willing to take whatever form was most useful to bring Earth into a positively polarized planet or a negatively polarized planet.

Negativity could not be told, “You may not come here.” There is free will. So the idea from the beginning, with the Brothers and Sisters of Light planting their high energy into the Earth, and Gaia, who is a living entity, seeding her with high energy, and the Guardian Angels putting their high energy in, was to create an orb that was of such a high vibration that negativity would choose of its own free will not to come here.
For the most part, it worked in the beginning.

And young ones came too, of course; these were beings who had not yet moved deeply into polarity.

Continued on Thursday, April 16, 2026 …